Still here... mostly

Hey all,
Things here are still not settled down to a point where I really think about anything else but how to get from here to July 15th.
Things are not okay.
I will be.
When things settle down.
Until then I need to post more often regardless.
Hopefully I will be able to come up with something more cheery and interesting than how, as I turn the page from this chapter of my life to the next, the page shatters in my hand.
Love and Hugs,
-Bethieee